if a person does not know how to respect you,
just ignore that person,
cause you deserve at least the least respect.

my mum teach me,
if you want people to respect you,
first, respect people.

2 years ago, my homie, Jie brought me the tings tings after watching a clip of Sam Lee aka Dj becareful of subcrew listening to the tings tings in his office.

after that, tings tings was history,
and i miss that kind of music,

but thank god 2 years later,
i found Luciana.

awesome.
songs that can make people happy.
listen to my play list, u will found her.

have a great day, people.

slamball, the next big thing!

i had a plan for queensbay mall.
but i'm not sure it works or not.

seriously, please stop the skating thing cause it just don't work out for you.
if you see this,
i bring you slamball.

a new game in Asia,
itz a game where i think will do much more better and perhaps more excellent than ya skate thinggy.
well , i like ya idea of combining music with skate,
but seriously, that's not the thing people are looking forward now.

go new school.
get slamball,
ya skate park can be actually fit 3 court for slamball court.

ok, maybe u think this is a new thing and you do not have previous record on it's popularity.
but thinking bout simple facts.

how many guys play basketball?
well, i can say most of the guy.

but the question, how many guys in Asia can make a dunk?
well, 2/10.
to dunk, it's a dream of every basketball player.
and they are willing to pay a few to dunk.

well, u may argue, many people dont know bout slamball ma..
dun worry dude, built the court
stated there:'' the next big thing''
you may argue, who the hell will know how to play slamball?
well let me ask you,
do you think more people know how to throw a ball than skate?

the concept is simple,
get some mattress,
a basketball hoop,
and run things.

you may thing bout the copy right stuff,
well, they got perhaps 4 mattress, then u think bout having just a mat.
it's different

i dunno,
just try to figure it out.
maybe do some market research on ya skate park,
and bout slamball or basketball.
seriously not much people know how to skate.
and real skater wont skate at ya place.
they go youth park where they got those x-game platform.

thinking bout market, seriously,
do you think the market of people playing basketball is huge,
or the market of skater boy is bigger?

the answer is obvious.

then, i think you can educate the crowd.
get a few players to do a few dunk, play a few games,
you will get crowd seriously.
and trust me,
those people will be very impress by the way ya players fly.
cause it's cool.

everybody wanna do that.
guys play basketball to impress girls,
and to dunk, they impress them more.
i mean for those kids.

think bout it, man. u will be the first in Malaysia.
you are the market leader.

commercialized it,
get a DJ to play songs while game is on.
hold a league.
you will be on news.
free publicity.

''the first slamball in malaysia!''
news will be krazy bout it.
people see, people will be impress.

imagine it is just burger king and the queue is still long after 2 weeks,
and if this slamball thing go on news, you will be rich!

it makes money!
think bout it man!
forget the skate thing,
this is big!



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slamball

gosh! you make all those basketball players dream come true
and you make money!
go go go!

i'm a pozer!

gosh, i have no idea i'm such a pozer

i just had an argument with my mum and i felt so not happy.
she asked me to do her a favor,

well, i am ok with tat..
but not help you to buy 4D.

first of all, i hate to gamble.
mayb i am a realistic person,
all i think is money will come through hard work.

secondly, i'm angry cause u paid 5o bucks for that bet.
and i was even more angry to see the number that u wanna bet is 7235.
cause that's my grandpa ward number.

why dont you wait grandpa died d only buy? maybe you have more chance of winning.
even god let u strike,
do u feel good with tat?

you must be feeling good.

but how do that person lying on in the hospital will think?
my life is a bet?
i only survive cause u won a bet and pay for my fees?
if you dont, will u still pay for my fees?

please, everybody knows i dont gamble.
i walk to the 4D outlet,
but i do not know how to place a bet,
so i walk back and show u the god damn paper.

you just see the paper thing,
but you dont see how bad i felt when i hold your 50 bucks and walk to the outlet.
in my mind, i just think about my grandpa,
lying there, feeling helpless, thinking of his time is near.

shame on you for placing a bet on a sick old man.
issit an education that i should also place a bet on you when u are warded in a hospital?

maybe i can strike big too.
i does not have to mood to entertain you.

i just do what i think is correct.
please pay some respect to my grandpa.
he is not a bet.
there is nothing to be cheer about,
he is a 85 years old old man waiting his time to come.
i felt so ''phucking'' terrible with what i'm going to do just now.

forget the money, i do things that i feel correct.
god bless you.
i keep quiet cause i dont wanna shame u in front of my brothers.
it does not mean that i'm wrong for being 'black face' to you.
if u want, i can tell dad and brothers my reason.
bu i felt that is no point of doing so.

trust me, i am pretty good in ''killing'' people.
i dont go to the church as u encourage me to, but i think i'm more than tat.
i dont pray, i dont listen to god,
but i do things rather than praying.
that's my style.
i dont wish people luck,
you create your own luck.

passerby

growing up is an exciting phenomena,
you achieve things from money, freedom and a career.

living a bachelor life is all i wish for since i was small,
after watching the US hit ''the bachelor'',
and i told myself, ''that's the guy i wanna be!''

however, i realized that when we grow up,
at the same time, people beside us are going down one by one,
sickness, death, divorce,
everything comes along with growing up. s

eeing people we care going down one by one is a sad.
especially u went to the hospital,
looking at the empty ward thinking whether the next day,
will the pure white bed will turn empty.

it's a sad feeling,
especially, you see things coming, but helpless to do anything.

it's a natural process,
people comes and go,
maybe i'm just a passer by,
maybe, i will be gone the next day,
maybe... maybe...

life is so much of uncertainties.
which bring excitement to us.
but uncertainties are tiring.
cause human beings are not used to mystery.

EDC

haters say EDC is nothing except looks.
but i like him cause i think he has a great business brain.

people says: '' what cant kill you, makes you stronger.''



and i believe he is better than ever,
look at CLOT, it's huge!

this is what i said:
''the best and the most effective marketing is to market yourself''

welcome back,EDC!

how can i not post video of my idol EDC?
one of the best thing happen on October is the long awaited coming back of EDC.
and happy birthday EDC!

welcome back.

here's the first music video of him, Mr.Sandman.



here's the raw version.



From invisible man to mr.sandmanm he is still da man!

Runnin'

Runnin' away runnin' away
Hey hey hey runnin' away

I had the perfect girl we'd spend together hours everyday
You'd say that I had it made and I was all for the commitment
But then she started wantin' more from me
And my mind began to change suddenly I didn't feel the same
I didn't know what I was doing

I was dodging commitment start but don't finish
My aim was always the same girl I know I been trippin'
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just hear me out
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just see me off
I wanna show my heart but I don't know where to start

So I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

I caught a second wind of happiness when I met this girl
And then we became the best of friends we went
From half full to half empty I took a detour tryin' to find myself
But I'm on this road again want out of this box I'm in
I made it harder to be with me

I was dodging commitment start but don't finish
My aim was always the same girl I know I been trippin'
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just hear me out
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just see me off
I wanna show my heart but I don't know where to start

So I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

I'm 'bout to break down baby I'm done
No I can't keep up runnin' this marathon
No need to rest when I already won
And if I got you by my side girl I already won

It's like lookin' for a treasure when it's already mine
It don't make sense don't make sense
No matter how hard I try to define
I'm comin' face to face with myself
I know I don't need don't need no one else
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'

I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

Runnin' away runnin' away hey hey hey
Runnin' away runnin' away hey hey hey

love bread

my name is kelvin guan and i earn about 600 bucks per month depending on my working hour as a part time teacher.

here's a true story about a man and a woman.
life is a roller coaster ride, there are ups and downs.

there was a guy, who did not really have great high education throughout his teenage years.

he was not rich but he was a hardworking and loyal dude.
there was a lady, who is also not very highly educated.
and she was a nurse in a hospital.

one day the dude was sick, i mean love sick and being warded into the hospital where he met the lady.

and that's how the story begins.

the dude is so love sick cause his fiance ran away on the wedding day.
he was sad and cause of stress, lack of food consumption and sleepless night,
but this negative sort of impact bring him fortune.
he met someone who spend the rest of his life with

the dude had a rich admire, her name is nancy, she was the daughter of a land owner. and the lady had a admirer too, not too bad. the son of a gold smith

but however, they dont really care bout what money can bring to them and they stick together and date for a couple of years.

the funny part is, the lady even be the witness for the dude by attending to the court when the dude wanted to cancel out the engagement. ( i dont know how it sound, but this is what i had been told)

and they even dont have a car that time.
the lady had to ride a bike traveling from town to bayan lepas to meet the dude,
but however, end up going to the bridge straight to butterworth.
and end up crying half way cause she was lost.
but that's so called power of love i think.

the romantic stuff last for couple of years,
and one day the dude propose to her, and the funny part is he only propose after winning 4D.
god bless him.
and after the marriage,
the dude shows the lady his account book,
and thank god. it's zero.

they spend everything on the wedding. but however, i think the guy felt he is the richest due on earth cause he had a wonderful girl to be his wife.
maybe that/s what love= bread is all about.

but because of love, the dude work pretty hard so they could have good living.
and i think this is called, with love, here comes the bread.
for love, we fighr for bread some sort of thing.

and now they live happily ever after, having 3 sons, and a dog in their terrace house. i'm not a good story teller, but that;s what really happen.
cause their son is the one who write this post.

life is a roller coaster ride.
a woman who can bear hardship and enjoy luxury with you, is the woman that you should really seriously appreciate.
cause that's what love is all about, together getting hot and cold, enjoying fortune by sharing together.

i'm not a good story teller, but this is a true story.
the lady once told me, ''if i dont get married to the dude last time, i'm a rich woman married a gold smith.''
and the dude, well, the owner of a piece of huge land.

however, from their face, i can see they are already rich, cause they hve each other by their side, supporting and watching each other back.
that's what rich is all about.

those green paper is just paper if there is no one else to share with.

money makes the world goes round, so does love.
but one thing makes the difference, money wont last forever, but love could.

many people tend to chase for money and left a lot of thimgs behind,
and when they are rich, they tend to chase back love but a lot of time, it's too late. however, love can make you work hard and indirectly, fotunes comes along.

my lecturer, Mr. Mark asked:'' how to define whether she is the one for you?'' the answer is: she makes you work hard and become richer one day

madness

madness causes people to hardly breath.

Helen Fisher asked newly ‘love struck’ couples to have their brains examined and discovered they have high levels of the neurotransmitter dopamine. This chemical stimulates ‘desire and reward’ by triggering an intense rush of pleasure. It has the same effect on the brain as taking cocaine.

loving you is like taking cocaine.
yet so addicted, yet so dangerous.
i call this madness.

another meaningful song by linkin park.
i feel so bad for those victims in Haiti.

i'm very glad that my beloved penang is a beautiful place,
with great heritage.
stayed by nice people and a very beautiful girl.

big voice does not make you superior, big heart does.

burning paper does not shows you are superior.
it shows lack of class.

towards people from other country who does not really know whats really going on in malaysia, they investor will linked us to countries like thai and manila.
which does not help the economy growth of malaysia.

this is not a way to love malaysia.

and to namewee,
if you could use your talent to contribute to other stuff,
for example, go green.
it's better.

coming with songs to lam blast your own country TNB, soccer team, or proton does not shows your patriotism.
in malaysia, you may be held as hero or perhaps, idol for some particular people.
but for outsiders, what do they think bout proton, tnb?

people outside laugh at malaysia,
but even now you are bringing up the trend to join in.
even malaysian is not proud to be malaysian, how do you gain respect from them?

malaysia is slow, but at least it provides u shelter, food.
Proton is slow, but provide wheels for many people in malaysia and shelter them from rain.
TNB sometimes is bad, but think bout pakistan and africa.

be pleased with what we have and use our resources to gain more and live better.

you should learn some japanese spirit, malaysian.
no matter what happen, they stand by their country,
bad or good, they are proud to be declare a japanese,
and they develop and earn respect from people around the world.

you think they are lucky, think bout nagaasaki and hiroshima,
they build up again from zero.
god bless, malaysia.

blasting each other through the media is not a wise move. we are civilized people,
when you ask what malaysia has gave you, think back, what have you give back to malaysia.

big voice does not make you superior, big heart does.