thanx, happy birthday!

i just past my 21st birthday.
wanna thank my friends who wish me.

Fisrt of all, i wanna thank my KL friend,
Thian Yang, thanx to him for calling me in the middle of the night and wish me.
thanx Kim and Wei jie for the lovely superb stussy bag..
and of cource Joanna for the cute warm pillow.

and my classmate Krystal for the cupcakes with my name on it during her birthday party.
so, everybody can sing a birthday song for me.
i thought it will be no birthday song this year.

but lastly, i wanna thank my bro, edwin who had ran away to UK.
because of him,
finally got ang mo wish me happy birthday...
in the cold winter of Newcastle,
from St James Park,
with the sacking of Hughton,
my brp just sent me a warm greets.
touch
and thanx for the lovely chicks in the pic.



i love you people, man!
even u people are far,
but thank kiew for everything.

mwahx! ( no gay )
i really wanna cry...

wanted a home tutor?

hello, ladies and gentleman.
if you are looking for home tuition for your son or daughter,
kindly please call 0164653532.

my name is mr.kelvin.
and i'm a home tutor.
my major is in Bahasa Malaysia and English.
and science.

i had been a teacher for a year, and so far my students done pretty well.
ring me up for more details.
i charge low because to me, money isn't a part of passion.

basically,
2 class of 2 hours each will be provided in your home per week
and extra free class will be given for your child when the exam is at the corner.

think the best for your child,
i'm always ready to do the best for your kids,
to ensure they have a bright future.
thank you.

sorry is just not the magic word.

love is really not my thing.

dun like to be a loyal guy.
cause loyal guy hurt the most.

dont let other people put a cigarette into your heart.
cause it burns bad.

to make thing worse,
they actually wont give a damn.

run, kelvin, run!

Run, EDC run!

run, run and run!
watched social network last night,
a story bout mark zuckerberg,
the founder of facebook, one of my inspiration.

i think its time to seriously learn my code writting stuff.
cause next July is near!

run, kelvin, run!

looking into my closet,
saw one nice christmas' hat.

i remember i bought it somewhere around pacific
time walk so fast,
it's been a year but it feels like couple months ago.

christmas is just around the corner..
time walk fast..really fast.

Lefty's Launching!

For some reasons, i had forgot the way to love a person.
seeing you reflects me who i am before.
when we love,
the oxygen supply is always not enough to pump up to our brains.
making us a bit dizzy and always intestacy.


one day you will flash back and realize that apart of getting hurt and disappointment,
we had grown up a lot.
i am a realistic person, a dreamer no more.
i dun put hopes as first priority,
but i put facts as the base of everything.

we just couldn't ignore the real big thing in the room.
this is real, and the feeling is real,
but feeling does not mean everything.
there are many other things that need to be considered.

India.

if you asked me 2 years ago,
where you wanna go?
i would say Japan.

cause they have the best tech, the best city,
and the best business opportunity.
Japan is the big thing.

however, things change now.
if you ask me where i wanna go,
i will answer you, India.

yesterday, i went to this small little place in penang,
the indian street, little india.

trust me, once u step in , i felt like u are in india.

i like the place a lot,
their culture, their songs, their dance,
they are just happy people.

you can see their colourful way of living.
i feel very comfortable even thought i'm 'white' in the city.
i just love the way they live.

they smile to me as i walk down the street.
i wnt to this kuil.
and i was so pleased to be in it.
i love the culture.. very much.

and i understand y a lot of westerners convert themselves into hindu.
cause they way they live is happiness.
they count GDP using happiness.
and i believe that's what life is all about.

i just finished the movie,
3 idiots from bollywood.
and trust me,
that's the best masterpiece i ever watched in my life,
100 times better than avatar, 50 times better than transformer.
30 times better than nicolas cage movie.

the movie thought us about the other way to see life,
and i felt its a movie which can bring lots of inspiration to many people.
so, here's the link for the movie. hope you people enjoy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IP40tI0QpOk

i think one day i maybe in Hindu.
cause i felt tat it suits me.
the way i'm living, i dun feel i will be a rich man in monetary term,
but i feel i will more a person who explore life.

now i understand myself

now i know watz my problem.
after struggling due to the Research i'm doing.
finally i know watz my problem.

people do research to find out the reason why.
while the way i approach life is goal oriented.
i'm looking for 'how'.

normal people use independent variable to find dependent variable.
that's the why man.

i use dependent variable to find independent variable.
and i am a 'how' man.
and it's opposite.
so i think my life is kinda up site down too.

because of most of the time i am able to see an end result before things is being done,
i tend to approach my research paper using the same way.

for example, studying science and doing lab job is a different thing.
studying science, u know the end result,
you just have to think facts to support which can make the result happen.

lab job is different, its experimental,
u dont know the end result, and u have to do it without knowing wat you will get after tat.

i teach my kids science and most of the time, i know the result.
or maybe i can say i'm a more logical person.

this research is not bout social networking website,
its a research actually done to understand me.

and i do understand more bout me.
when u forsee things coming, you tend to prepare yourself and awit it happen.
i always see things coming, that's always my problem.

when a 'how' man does a hypothesis, it's always a positive one.
when a 'why' man does a hypothesis. it tend to be negative, maybe positive.

conclusion, research is not my things, i done with facts.

if a person does not know how to respect you,
just ignore that person,
cause you deserve at least the least respect.

my mum teach me,
if you want people to respect you,
first, respect people.

2 years ago, my homie, Jie brought me the tings tings after watching a clip of Sam Lee aka Dj becareful of subcrew listening to the tings tings in his office.

after that, tings tings was history,
and i miss that kind of music,

but thank god 2 years later,
i found Luciana.

awesome.
songs that can make people happy.
listen to my play list, u will found her.

have a great day, people.

slamball, the next big thing!

i had a plan for queensbay mall.
but i'm not sure it works or not.

seriously, please stop the skating thing cause it just don't work out for you.
if you see this,
i bring you slamball.

a new game in Asia,
itz a game where i think will do much more better and perhaps more excellent than ya skate thinggy.
well , i like ya idea of combining music with skate,
but seriously, that's not the thing people are looking forward now.

go new school.
get slamball,
ya skate park can be actually fit 3 court for slamball court.

ok, maybe u think this is a new thing and you do not have previous record on it's popularity.
but thinking bout simple facts.

how many guys play basketball?
well, i can say most of the guy.

but the question, how many guys in Asia can make a dunk?
well, 2/10.
to dunk, it's a dream of every basketball player.
and they are willing to pay a few to dunk.

well, u may argue, many people dont know bout slamball ma..
dun worry dude, built the court
stated there:'' the next big thing''
you may argue, who the hell will know how to play slamball?
well let me ask you,
do you think more people know how to throw a ball than skate?

the concept is simple,
get some mattress,
a basketball hoop,
and run things.

you may thing bout the copy right stuff,
well, they got perhaps 4 mattress, then u think bout having just a mat.
it's different

i dunno,
just try to figure it out.
maybe do some market research on ya skate park,
and bout slamball or basketball.
seriously not much people know how to skate.
and real skater wont skate at ya place.
they go youth park where they got those x-game platform.

thinking bout market, seriously,
do you think the market of people playing basketball is huge,
or the market of skater boy is bigger?

the answer is obvious.

then, i think you can educate the crowd.
get a few players to do a few dunk, play a few games,
you will get crowd seriously.
and trust me,
those people will be very impress by the way ya players fly.
cause it's cool.

everybody wanna do that.
guys play basketball to impress girls,
and to dunk, they impress them more.
i mean for those kids.

think bout it, man. u will be the first in Malaysia.
you are the market leader.

commercialized it,
get a DJ to play songs while game is on.
hold a league.
you will be on news.
free publicity.

''the first slamball in malaysia!''
news will be krazy bout it.
people see, people will be impress.

imagine it is just burger king and the queue is still long after 2 weeks,
and if this slamball thing go on news, you will be rich!

it makes money!
think bout it man!
forget the skate thing,
this is big!



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Slamball

gosh! you make all those basketball players dream come true
and you make money!
go go go!

i'm a pozer!

gosh, i have no idea i'm such a pozer

i just had an argument with my mum and i felt so not happy.
she asked me to do her a favor,

well, i am ok with tat..
but not help you to buy 4D.

first of all, i hate to gamble.
mayb i am a realistic person,
all i think is money will come through hard work.

secondly, i'm angry cause u paid 5o bucks for that bet.
and i was even more angry to see the number that u wanna bet is 7235.
cause that's my grandpa ward number.

why dont you wait grandpa died d only buy? maybe you have more chance of winning.
even god let u strike,
do u feel good with tat?

you must be feeling good.

but how do that person lying on in the hospital will think?
my life is a bet?
i only survive cause u won a bet and pay for my fees?
if you dont, will u still pay for my fees?

please, everybody knows i dont gamble.
i walk to the 4D outlet,
but i do not know how to place a bet,
so i walk back and show u the god damn paper.

you just see the paper thing,
but you dont see how bad i felt when i hold your 50 bucks and walk to the outlet.
in my mind, i just think about my grandpa,
lying there, feeling helpless, thinking of his time is near.

shame on you for placing a bet on a sick old man.
issit an education that i should also place a bet on you when u are warded in a hospital?

maybe i can strike big too.
i does not have to mood to entertain you.

i just do what i think is correct.
please pay some respect to my grandpa.
he is not a bet.
there is nothing to be cheer about,
he is a 85 years old old man waiting his time to come.
i felt so ''phucking'' terrible with what i'm going to do just now.

forget the money, i do things that i feel correct.
god bless you.
i keep quiet cause i dont wanna shame u in front of my brothers.
it does not mean that i'm wrong for being 'black face' to you.
if u want, i can tell dad and brothers my reason.
bu i felt that is no point of doing so.

trust me, i am pretty good in ''killing'' people.
i dont go to the church as u encourage me to, but i think i'm more than tat.
i dont pray, i dont listen to god,
but i do things rather than praying.
that's my style.
i dont wish people luck,
you create your own luck.

passerby

growing up is an exciting phenomena,
you achieve things from money, freedom and a career.

living a bachelor life is all i wish for since i was small,
after watching the US hit ''the bachelor'',
and i told myself, ''that's the guy i wanna be!''

however, i realized that when we grow up,
at the same time, people beside us are going down one by one,
sickness, death, divorce,
everything comes along with growing up. s

eeing people we care going down one by one is a sad.
especially u went to the hospital,
looking at the empty ward thinking whether the next day,
will the pure white bed will turn empty.

it's a sad feeling,
especially, you see things coming, but helpless to do anything.

it's a natural process,
people comes and go,
maybe i'm just a passer by,
maybe, i will be gone the next day,
maybe... maybe...

life is so much of uncertainties.
which bring excitement to us.
but uncertainties are tiring.
cause human beings are not used to mystery.

EDC

haters say EDC is nothing except looks.
but i like him cause i think he has a great business brain.

people says: '' what cant kill you, makes you stronger.''



and i believe he is better than ever,
look at CLOT, it's huge!

this is what i said:
''the best and the most effective marketing is to market yourself''

welcome back,EDC!

how can i not post video of my idol EDC?
one of the best thing happen on October is the long awaited coming back of EDC.
and happy birthday EDC!

welcome back.

here's the first music video of him, Mr.Sandman.



here's the raw version.



From invisible man to mr.sandmanm he is still da man!

Runnin'

Runnin' away runnin' away
Hey hey hey runnin' away

I had the perfect girl we'd spend together hours everyday
You'd say that I had it made and I was all for the commitment
But then she started wantin' more from me
And my mind began to change suddenly I didn't feel the same
I didn't know what I was doing

I was dodging commitment start but don't finish
My aim was always the same girl I know I been trippin'
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just hear me out
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just see me off
I wanna show my heart but I don't know where to start

So I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

I caught a second wind of happiness when I met this girl
And then we became the best of friends we went
From half full to half empty I took a detour tryin' to find myself
But I'm on this road again want out of this box I'm in
I made it harder to be with me

I was dodging commitment start but don't finish
My aim was always the same girl I know I been trippin'
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just hear me out
I'm confessin' I'm confessin' so baby just see me off
I wanna show my heart but I don't know where to start

So I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

I'm 'bout to break down baby I'm done
No I can't keep up runnin' this marathon
No need to rest when I already won
And if I got you by my side girl I already won

It's like lookin' for a treasure when it's already mine
It don't make sense don't make sense
No matter how hard I try to define
I'm comin' face to face with myself
I know I don't need don't need no one else
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'
So can somebody tell me where I'm goin'

I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breakin' away
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of makin' mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on runnin' away
Hey hey hey

Runnin' away runnin' away hey hey hey
Runnin' away runnin' away hey hey hey

love bread

my name is kelvin guan and i earn about 600 bucks per month depending on my working hour as a part time teacher.

here's a true story about a man and a woman.
life is a roller coaster ride, there are ups and downs.

there was a guy, who did not really have great high education throughout his teenage years.

he was not rich but he was a hardworking and loyal dude.
there was a lady, who is also not very highly educated.
and she was a nurse in a hospital.

one day the dude was sick, i mean love sick and being warded into the hospital where he met the lady.

and that's how the story begins.

the dude is so love sick cause his fiance ran away on the wedding day.
he was sad and cause of stress, lack of food consumption and sleepless night,
but this negative sort of impact bring him fortune.
he met someone who spend the rest of his life with

the dude had a rich admire, her name is nancy, she was the daughter of a land owner. and the lady had a admirer too, not too bad. the son of a gold smith

but however, they dont really care bout what money can bring to them and they stick together and date for a couple of years.

the funny part is, the lady even be the witness for the dude by attending to the court when the dude wanted to cancel out the engagement. ( i dont know how it sound, but this is what i had been told)

and they even dont have a car that time.
the lady had to ride a bike traveling from town to bayan lepas to meet the dude,
but however, end up going to the bridge straight to butterworth.
and end up crying half way cause she was lost.
but that's so called power of love i think.

the romantic stuff last for couple of years,
and one day the dude propose to her, and the funny part is he only propose after winning 4D.
god bless him.
and after the marriage,
the dude shows the lady his account book,
and thank god. it's zero.

they spend everything on the wedding. but however, i think the guy felt he is the richest due on earth cause he had a wonderful girl to be his wife.
maybe that/s what love= bread is all about.

but because of love, the dude work pretty hard so they could have good living.
and i think this is called, with love, here comes the bread.
for love, we fighr for bread some sort of thing.

and now they live happily ever after, having 3 sons, and a dog in their terrace house. i'm not a good story teller, but that;s what really happen.
cause their son is the one who write this post.

life is a roller coaster ride.
a woman who can bear hardship and enjoy luxury with you, is the woman that you should really seriously appreciate.
cause that's what love is all about, together getting hot and cold, enjoying fortune by sharing together.

i'm not a good story teller, but this is a true story.
the lady once told me, ''if i dont get married to the dude last time, i'm a rich woman married a gold smith.''
and the dude, well, the owner of a piece of huge land.

however, from their face, i can see they are already rich, cause they hve each other by their side, supporting and watching each other back.
that's what rich is all about.

those green paper is just paper if there is no one else to share with.

money makes the world goes round, so does love.
but one thing makes the difference, money wont last forever, but love could.

many people tend to chase for money and left a lot of thimgs behind,
and when they are rich, they tend to chase back love but a lot of time, it's too late. however, love can make you work hard and indirectly, fotunes comes along.

my lecturer, Mr. Mark asked:'' how to define whether she is the one for you?'' the answer is: she makes you work hard and become richer one day

madness

madness causes people to hardly breath.

Helen Fisher asked newly ‘love struck’ couples to have their brains examined and discovered they have high levels of the neurotransmitter dopamine. This chemical stimulates ‘desire and reward’ by triggering an intense rush of pleasure. It has the same effect on the brain as taking cocaine.

loving you is like taking cocaine.
yet so addicted, yet so dangerous.
i call this madness.

another meaningful song by linkin park.
i feel so bad for those victims in Haiti.

i'm very glad that my beloved penang is a beautiful place,
with great heritage.
stayed by nice people and a very beautiful girl.

big voice does not make you superior, big heart does.

burning paper does not shows you are superior.
it shows lack of class.

towards people from other country who does not really know whats really going on in malaysia, they investor will linked us to countries like thai and manila.
which does not help the economy growth of malaysia.

this is not a way to love malaysia.

and to namewee,
if you could use your talent to contribute to other stuff,
for example, go green.
it's better.

coming with songs to lam blast your own country TNB, soccer team, or proton does not shows your patriotism.
in malaysia, you may be held as hero or perhaps, idol for some particular people.
but for outsiders, what do they think bout proton, tnb?

people outside laugh at malaysia,
but even now you are bringing up the trend to join in.
even malaysian is not proud to be malaysian, how do you gain respect from them?

malaysia is slow, but at least it provides u shelter, food.
Proton is slow, but provide wheels for many people in malaysia and shelter them from rain.
TNB sometimes is bad, but think bout pakistan and africa.

be pleased with what we have and use our resources to gain more and live better.

you should learn some japanese spirit, malaysian.
no matter what happen, they stand by their country,
bad or good, they are proud to be declare a japanese,
and they develop and earn respect from people around the world.

you think they are lucky, think bout nagaasaki and hiroshima,
they build up again from zero.
god bless, malaysia.

blasting each other through the media is not a wise move. we are civilized people,
when you ask what malaysia has gave you, think back, what have you give back to malaysia.

big voice does not make you superior, big heart does.

环保

二十五年前这一天早起空气清香，
我听到燕子声和蝴蝶到处飞翔，
如今这些美好场景好像已了假象，
只有在电视纪录片里不停播放。

红红的太阳还是照样照着海洋，
只是如今的它已经开始绝望，
看到海洋已变了无际的垃圾场，
海龟，水母，小鱼已失去了居住的地方。

冠英说拜一没给纸袋你说没关系，
反正两角罢了我又不是给不起，
这种爱大自然的行为你都不同意，
那你赚那么多钱来有何意义？

你说月亮永远代表你的心，
可是你们到最后还是不醒醒，
杰伦梯田唱出了环保的共鸣，
可是为何你们还是没响应？

竹林深处里有个王力宏，
难道熊猫在里面就不够红？
你们只会把它们杀清空，
难道穿不够雄你们不会荣？

北极的冰山上下着雪，
可是企儿怎么却会流着血？
人类自私的行为如果在不屑，
那么世界和平怎么能妥协？

你说环保这个举动可以慢慢来，
我还可以有空在家里看我猜，
看看宗宪说话到底有多精彩，
看完我猜就下楼去买六合彩。

你问我世界末日为何会到来，
我说就是有买纸袋的笨小孩，
往往忽略了没环保的大伤害，
你说这样到头来应不应该？

看看树上的绿叶飘飘的降落，
反映出我们人类不停的堕落，
你们可能会笑我太罗嗦，
可是我说话就是那样赤裸裸。

现在开始成为环保的家伙，
省省两角起来有空去买糖果，
不要一直怪是月亮惹的祸，
放开你的心让思想更广阔。

希望大家也可以一起来，
开开你的心秀秀你的爱，
别让美丽的地球在悲哀，
想想你以后未来的小孩。

peace ^.^

爷爷老了许多

刚刚带爷爷去吃晚餐，
觉得爷爷老了很多。

爷爷说自己没用了，老了。
我说不要这样说，活着要快乐，最重要没遗憾。

小时候，爷爷常常买西餐给我吃。
大了，就带他去吃西餐。
转眼间，也卖了几十年。

爷爷叫了CHICKEN CHOP，
其实他不能吃， 可是我也没说什么，
就让他好好过剩下的日子。

爷爷说他快死了，
听了，我觉得有点低落。
吃完，他也去吃冰淇淋。
也一样的，我没停他。
有一样东西从小就没变， 他都要付钱。

时间过得很快很快。
回老家看农历七月鬼戏，
你会发现到场子越来越小，
白头发的老人，一个一个不见了。
对他们来说，都有可能是他们的最后一场戏。

Joanna 说得非常好，
时间走了，往往我们会想念过去。
时间过得好快，
我们人类只会往前走，
往往忽略了，丢下了某人，某东西。

有时，我们也应该放下脚步，
回头看看， 留下了什么，
要对身边的人好好，不让自己遗憾。

我成长了，可是很多老人一个接一个的离去，
如果可以停留时间，
我宁愿永远是个小孩，
让每个人都活着，
永远吃他们送我吃的糖果。

爷爷老了许多。

给没小鸟的男人

今天我看到我的学生的脸有个淤青。
我很不开心。所以写了这些给一些猪看看。

现在世界要求和平，
小时你买给他奶瓶，
大了你却那么绝情，
把他打得满脸黑青。

他说老爸是个好人，
只是有时无法忍忍，
因为情绪那么沸腾，
导致结局那么残忍。

他说老爸永远最好，
是我不听他的劝告，
我不说诉他的不好，
其实这根本不是家暴。

老爸左手拿着根湮 ，
右手却拿着条藤鞭，
出手出得那么随便，
孩子就在一旁哽咽。

你把他打出脑浆，
在狠狠给他巴掌，
说要帮助他成长，
在慢慢给他补偿。

他求老爸说不要，
老妈却帮你撑腰，
一鞭一鞭的环绕，
你是否觉得骄傲？

你说你不是故意，
因为生活上的压力，
在加上工作的压力，
所以你就狠狠出力，
看看那个伤口，我相信你非常满意。

你溺爱藤鞭教育，
不懂得爱的教育，
把孩子当成咸鱼，
狠狠的拼命用力。

孩子哭着流泪，
你的手却不累，
导致伤痕累累，
然后一个人飞。

你说这是最后，
不会在一直吼，
喝酒喝到最后，
打得还是不够。

你说这为他好，
我不觉得很好，
反而觉得懊恼，
为何有个猪脑。

他脸上淤青，
你却那么绝情，
狠狠下个决定，
就要伤他颗心。

你说你很厉害，
那就不要伤害，
毕竟他是小孩，
蠢不代表活该。

你说道这是教导，
所以不用烦恼，
不想我来困扰，
你是孩子依靠。

孩子以你为样，
所以有样学样，
长大后像头狼，
造成暴力事项。

你说你都了，
不想坐监牢，
叫我不要闹，
成全你的孬。

你自己去想想，
后果不堪设想，
出现很多假象，
慢慢在牢分享。

孩子被你误导，
以后拿着枪刀，
一刀又接一刀，
到处找人开刀。

因为爸时常教我，
暴力是一切掌握，
请你别再罗说，
我在跟你勒索。

老爸老妈醒醒，
孩子不是猩猩，
干嘛那么血腥，
几时还要反省？

用爱的教育行刑，
保护孩子的心灵，
他们是天上星星，
将来会绽放光明。

别再打了，再打，我也拿你没办法。 你孩子说，是他生豆子，
不是被你打的，
我想说我没那么笨，
我也打过架。

养不教,父之过:教不严,师之惰

孩子是你的，一代接一代，
自己好好想想吧。

打小孩女人的男人，不配当男人。