Edwin Kim

By far the most loyal-iest guy i 've ever met, loyal-ed since 2008 (2 years ago), the handsome, stylish, celebrity look-a-like ( 浩角) , six-packed, with built in break dance mode. participant for showdown 2010 and paint ball specialist.

ladies and gentlmen,

i brought to you, a perfect 10
...............................

Edwin Kim!

浩角 look-a-like
(makleh...jit kua jit xiang...haha)

For more info, please log on to:

http://edwinkimfolife.blogspot.com/

http://www.facebook.com/edwinkim89#!/edwinkim89?v=wall

p/s: (gay are welcomed, he got gay badge too!)

my crush.

i love you, Kristen Stewart.

you so hawtt!

seriously, i miss you.

people grown up from fall again again and again.
it's a difficult process but that's how way is.
it's been a while,
and honestly i'm still in depression.
it needs time, but till when?

seriously, i ain't feeling so good.
cause the confidence part is being abused.
and it still bleed sometimes.

Africa Voodoo

For those who miss out last night England Vs Germany.
This is what had happened.

Bye bye, england.

Forget about Frank Lampard disallowed goal.
you can blame the ref, send threatening letters,
but the english side really does not deserve to go through.

before the Word Cup,
i mentioned that, the English have no chance in winning due to some factors.

Firstly, the keeper stuff. ----the first match, Green howler.
Secondly, the defence stuff----yeah, Germans just make them look like school boys.
Thirdly, the attacking stuff-----boom! you rely on Wayne too much and he dont even score a single goal.

Everyday u read the news paper or watch Sport Center.
you will see English players talking way too much all around the columns.

you see David James talking about talking a penalty. (what the fuck?)
you see Ferdinand speaking about how Wayne Rooney is going to ''explode''.
''oh, wayne is a dynamite'' he is going to brings us the cup.
and before the German match,
''Capello finally smile'' (fuck, this is also something to write about?)

you see, a team who talk much can't play.
i believe people who dont talk much are people who are capable of doing things big.
only people who are petrified talk a lot.
those are empty talk.
i will...we will..i will....we wil....

As we can see from the German match just now, pretty much the english defense is ''hole-ful''
upson is slow, terry is like on drugs.
and i am pretty shock that Capello send on Emile Heskey when they are 3 goals down.
come on, man..at least you send on Peter Crouch. At least you try!

you send on a stikers (hmmmm...) who score less than 3 goals this season when you are 3 goals down. and he dont even touch the ''supermarket ball'' (''jambu''-lani)
that doesn;t make sense.

before word cup, way back to england, the fans held a ''pre-word cup winning celebration''
(a huge one)
and i dont think tat is a smart move.
you put pressure on players and now, it's done.

English football had been commercialize and if you play commercial football,
you wont get far.
players have to shut up and focus on what they suppose to do.

look at France (they talk too much, and they are gone)
Patrice Evra is not a real captain.
a real captian will not ''support'' his team to ''boy-cott''.
and a real caption duty is to minimize any treat in the team
and put the team organized and hold bond among those players together.

and no many how sux your coaches are, you must be at his side cause that's your duty.
Football Football Football....

why cant you just play football?
i am watching millionaires running around on the field like superstar rather than real football players.

my next prediction ---argentina out agaisnt portugal.
(maradona talk too much, and he is no Jose Mourinho)
he is just a wanna be.

''show the team some respect. blah blah blah..''
the team get no respect cause of you talking too much to the media!

我自由了!

29/04/2010 我也自由了!

12 rules nerds have to know.

yesterday i went for ''She is out of my league'' with Edwin Kim.
a pretty nice movie, especially for nerds.
i rate it highly for 4/5.

so, i came out with a few facts that nerds might need to know in term of relationship stuff.
so, here it goes.

rules no.1: never ever get the most popular girl in the college.
why? cause we nerds will be put under the microscope.
we just dun like spot light, right?

rules no.2: never ever talk to your crush for more than 3 sentences.
why? because you doesn't want to on drugs all day long rite?
hi, bye. (2 words, i mean it!)

rules no.3: never look them in the eyes
yeah, it's beautiful, but hell no,
control yourself, those little nice eyes may hit you like a truck!
bam! you are hit!

rules no.4: never ever let girls manipulate your mind.
yeah, i know it's hard. but, get yourself busy.
it's torturing to miss a person.

rules no.5: don't do kinky stuff (chuin yee and Jean, for you people)
why? cause you are nerd, not a freak! there are differences!

rules no.6: never skip 2.
yeah, she is a 10, and u are a 5, so, u have to skip 5! it's not possible.
even it is only 2, you may end up in the bin.

rules no.7: never ever forget who you are
u are nerds and dun pretend that you are not one. cause it's tiring.
just be honest to her and yourself. don't act cool, you look stupid.

rules no.8: never compare yourself with dudes around her.
yeah, u are 5, u have tummy, u have weird hair,
and those dudes are 10, 8, 9.
but nerds, you people are unique.
(even though girls dont feel so)

rules no.9: never ever be a desperado.
just watch the trailer, it explain all ( the ending part)
but in fact you are a pig ( with a spec)
so, built it up slowly with stability. never rush things.
things come fast, goes fast.

rules no. 10: never ever hide your sexuality.
nerds aint no equal gay. but many girls thinks so.
cause nerds only hang out with nerds with dicks.
and when you really fall and confess,
bam!
''you are telling me you are not gay? oh my god! i thought....''
fuck! she is just treating you as a gay best friend!

rules no.11: never confess if you are not 100 percent sure
i have seen a lot of nerds getting bam in their head.
''i'm sorry, we are just friends.
but i have to show your love letter to my friend''
fuck, that is embarrassing ( i kena once)

rules no. 12: ignore all those rules above.
cause if she really love you, you are always 10.
just treat her with loyalty,
care, and respect her cause she is your 10.
you know, when we are in love, fuck those rules!
we will do anything.
even though girls are evil, but i understand it's helpless when you are hit.
so, just follow the flow and ready for the roller coaster ride.

lastly, just be the ''Moodle'' (do not believe the trailer).
don't always think about getting laid. (u know who i mean)
love and sex is totally a different thing.

make love, not make sex.
god bless you people, nerds.

(call me out if you nerds need some drink,
cause i'm pretty empty and fucking lost.)

facebook deactivation

my facebook account had been deactivated
cause i need to concentrate more on a task.
duration will be about a week.

anything, just call me on my cell.
god bless you, people.
i'm fine.

She is out of my league.

if there is no lies in love,
love could be perfect.

lies are part of human nature.
it's hard to get a person who is honest to you.
even u are a honest dude,
and most of the time, u get smash pretty hard.

cause u are a nerd,
and u are way too stupid till you get hypnotized by those sweet talking.

rules number 2:
never ever let a girl manipulate your head.
you are going down if they do did that.
cause those sweet little eyes and those tasty lips
(oh my god)
but those are camouflages.
once they conquer,
you will like on drugs everyday. ( that's what Keisha said)

on high.. lost of concentration.
burnt your hand,
fall from bed,
smile all day long,
bang to the wall..
you tend to listen to less rock stuff,
and listen to backstreet boys..

and lastly,
if you hug your pillow tighter than normal every night,
you're so fucked up. cause you are struck !

but i understand it's helpless.
nerds are just lack of antibody to deal with such strong treat.
( Micheal Porter- Treat of New Entrant)

that's why there are plenty of nerdy bachelors are getting their hearts stitch up.
leaving scars and big tummy as a return.

people, let's watch :''she is out of my league''
i'm pretty sure this a movie for us.

殘廢

我像個殘廢 飛不出妳的世界
　借不到一點安慰
　為什麼妳拼命後退
　退到了邊界

　結果我沒了知覺 就連痛都嫌浪費

　在愛裡殘廢
　非弄得傷痕累累
　累到我無力再追
　最怕妳突然要挽回

　回到了原點 原點卻又像終點
　然後 多痛一遍

i never told you

being ownself.

i used to make people happy.
i bought roses, i bought tickets, we flied,

but that's not the way.
at first i thought love is about giving,
but it's not what all about.

i felt more happy, for being myself,
rather than make people happy.

and i felt life is way more interesting if you let yourself out and be who you really are.
i used to be someone who does not think for ownself,
but the fact is,
to love a person,
first, you have to learn how to love yourself.

everytime i am alone, i feel better,
cause i'm me. i rock the world.

in 21 years of living,
i had been playing many roles in my life.
i had been a top salesman, a hardworking waiter, a loyal boyfriend, a playboy, a leader, a follower, a joker, a unacknowledged technician, a ''pass your day'' clerk..
and finally a teacher.

and i notice that, i have to be taught,
for being myself, before i am qualified to teach.
i actually wanna thank someone,
who thought me the importance of being yourself,
because she allowed me to find myself.

i believe i grown up more every fall.
every fall, every crack, every damage,
makes me a better person.

life is about learning,
and i believe there is a lot of things that could not be learned on the books.

the guy who used to decorate his blog with pic of him and his boo,
is not finished.
he is just being himself,
and actually he doesn't have to shut down his site because of someone else.
he is just being himself.

everytime i am in love, i used to forget myself.
i cant help it.
but i'm better off my own.
at least, i am doing things i like.

it takes time to understand a fact sometime.
but i did

love is simple.

ABCDEFG:
A Boy Can
Do Everything For Girl,

GFEDCBA:
Girl Forget Everything Done &
Catches Boysss(new) Again

By, Kenny Ng

Happy Birthday, Jessica

Just back from Wine House at Pulau Tikus to celebrate Jessica's 12th Birthday.
awesome place to chill.

have some wine and now feeling dizzy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Jessica

bye bye levi's

but one thing i'm very sure,
i will not be buying the levi's 523.
even though i very gien...

cause the cutting is just so not me. see.....

me is no Edison Chen. haiz...

3k and 600 bucks.

seriously, 3k or 600 bucks?

today my ex ''las vegas wifey'' Fifi offered me a job
which pay 3k for next month.

3k is a big amount.
i hesitate but i think i will stick to my job.
600 bucks, but at least i felt better.

sometimes, it's not just all about money.
i'm worry cause if i left for 3k,
how bout the kids?
they will be having UPSR soon..
and i dun feel good, just left for money.

loyalty, responsibility is much important than 3k right?
i love those kids very much.
just something i could not left behind,
the crew, the team..
they treat me very well.

3k could not replace those human touch.
so i offer it to my friend,
and i wish him good luck in that.

belanja me makan lah if u get your salary. lolx..

p/s: i notice i had a very serious problem.
when there are a lot of options available, i will get lost.
just like buying present, i would stand there for half an hour.
ordering from menu in restaurant, i couldn't make my choice.

that is very pussy.

Letter to Mr.Mark Zuckerberg.

Dear Mr. Mark Zuckerberg,

In a Marketing perspective, i salute for creating facebook.
However, i would like to recommend you to allow users to add
more than a person in their

''in a relationship with______'' (some sort of list)

people nowadays do take love seriously.
they tend to play love like playing lego. (fix and unfixed)
if people are brave enough of doing so,
i think they are brave enough to admit it at public.

Besides, you are a genius for creating facebook.
i know that you created facebook after your boo left you during your days in Harvard. you had changed love into money,
which makes you a successful dude now.

i respect your determination.
that's the best way to get over an ex,
not being a sober, live your life and move on.
i bet she regrets a lot cause it's her lost for letting go a genius.
you rock more than Bounty Hunter.

you are the man cause you made facebook a must for many people.
facebook is not a network anymore.
facebook it's a lifestyle, a fashion and an icon of entertainment.

good luck for the privacy stuff you faced. i salute you, Mr. Zuckerberg.

you rocks! Nerd rocks!


Sincerely,
Mr.kelvin

p/s: eventhough you are wearing slippers with long pants,
but you still rocks! =)

i swear i will do an assignment about facebook before i graduate.
i will send you a copy after that.
I think you are familiar with the Havard Referencing Stuff.
God bless.

5 single nerdy dudes

combination of 5 single nerds,
simply pure fun!
yesterday was a crazy day..

been to football with my pal, Sean after year of hanging up my boots.
( and i could not even find my boots)
had games with kids aged around 16.
cant feel my ass after that!

getting older and older perhaps.
scored a goal, Sean score twice.
it's a draw, 4-4.
pretty awesome, met a few friends from different races.
football bring the world goes round.

For not ''Boeing'' my old classmates,
i threw assignments out from my window
and have a few shot with them in a pub ( i dunno what it's name) in town.

pretty awesome,
5 single dudes,
cheering for football,
with Heneiken
lambasting each other..
awesome!


Ghana vs Australia,
a l0t of missed chances,
but we had fun =)
after that, went green house for hokkien mee and bak kut teh..
we should really do that more often.

single nerds rules!
i 'likes' you people, man!

maleh...

Maleh...suan me...!

u toot me, i toot you lo...

gay people are nice people.

but i just dun like them to ''toot'' me at facebook.

if u people ''toot'' me, i will do this to you...



well, i give u people stairs to step down, but u people tak mau.
tapi u people mau die hard..
ngeh ngeh lai...


so, i let you people die harder lo....


sorry that i am mean.
i just hate that ''toot'' toot'' sound.

irritating.
and dun ask stupid question.
cause you people are not blind.
u people can read.
dont ask me what's my name.

i'm definately not interested!

i'm lanxi

sometimes, u can train yourself to get rid of something.
but the thing is, it is always there.
time walk pretty fast.
it's been almost 2 months.

she had move on,
my friend told me i should too.
but i'm a slow mover in term of love.

i just make myself busy,
but i think that's the way.
you get use to it as day passed.

Resign Letter

LMAO!

italy punya pasal la...

just found out one of my old friend is selling his bike on the net.
reason: italy punya pasal la.

hmm.. if anybody need a bike, u can call me.
rules no.4: say no to gamble.

mai aneh, world cup eh hai xi lang eh...

imma not a gay.

i hereby declare that imma not a gay.
this is just a piece of colourful badge i like.

so people(s) who have a dick(s),
please dont keep on message me in facebook.

that ''tut tut tut'' sound is kinda irritating.
thank you.

Dutch vs Danish

today is a good day. =)
finally past up my stuff and been out for relax.
go watch karate kid.
very nice movie.
a must watch. =)

shopped for birthday present.
dunno why always will buy things from Amanda. lolx.
do charity also same, buy stuff also same.

and had a few try on clothes.
and lastly went Subaidah for Dutch vs Danish
the whole mamak were crowded.
got Dutch, Italian, Chelsea and a Brazilian (me) =)
love that goals we shout together.

and love the 1 malaysia concept.
sat together with people from different races.
and the first time ever,
a malay asked me: ''sudah makan tak?''

good day,
who says single is bad? it's awesome!

p/s: i like my Brazil kit very much.
call me kelvininho during world cup.

what i hate bout Argentina

one thing i hate bout Argentina

DIEGO MARADONA

he is more like an actor than a head coach.
attention seeker.

i love her voice very very much.
kahwin sama saya..

i still remember

had just been back from shopping with my family.
get the back of the car and saw an umbrella.
was shock cause i thought i had return to her.

hold it and stunned for a few second,
that's maybe the last thing i 'kept' bout her.
i get rid off everything.

mum said to me:'' wow...she still left an umbrealla..''
i smile.

sometimes, u need something to trigger things that u hide deep inside
which you thought day had passed,
it was nothing anymore.
it was still there, but people choose to neglect.
and perhaps, hate.

that's just an umbrella.
but the surface of it..the scratches do makes me stunned and think bout someone for a few minutes.
she will not be forgotten.

but it will never change the point of view of mine towards her.
i dislike her.
simply as that.

there is no one who can annoyed me that much.
''if you want a loyal girl, you find your dog''

i still remember that.....

seriously, you broke my heart into pieces.

life is so much better without you.
i love my life where there is no harassment,
and no betrayal.

awesome.

i'm ready!

i had get my world cup jersey.
have you?

time had been upside down for me for sometimes since i am alone.
days are my nights, nights are my days.

i felt like waking up every morning,
with no motive,
no objectives,
and just follow what life brings me to.

everyday is just so routine.
i can't stay at the same spot much longer.
i am not a person who stays.
....................................



i am so sick of my life.

bounty hunter

What can be said?
this is so 'bounty hunter'

3 single dudes

just back from dates with 2 single dudes.
have some cocktails at Winter Warmers.
single life is kinda fun by the way.
no string attached,
and pockets is kinda full.
life is so much better.

love it. =)

a little advice for jean: please dont follow your wish. the A stuff
you know what i mean. =P

p/s: no pics taken, cause its kinda gay...
3 dudes. hm...

one down, one to go. =)

finally, i had complete my MCV assignments.
=) time for a little rest.

thanx for the chat. it's been a long time since i really talk to people.

next on:
PAUL LIM,
you are going down!

World Cup lai liao.

Word cup is around the corner,
i am not a football pundit but i have too much time to spend.
i am always a England football fans,
but i seriously dont think this is their year.

cause i dont think Capello had made clever choice.
i like this guy, cause he is tough,
but i am not convince by his choice.

here's his 23:

Goalkeepers:
Green, James, Haart
Defenders:
Johnson, Terry, King, Dawson, Carragher, Warnock, A.Cole, Upson
Midfielders:
Milner, Lampard, Gerrard, Lennon, Barry, Carrick, J.Cole, Wright-Phillips
Strikers:
Rooney, Heskey, Crouch, Defoe

i think Capello did some good choice, he brings back Carragher, who is a brilliant addition to the squad and he brings along Milner, who is verstile and capable to back up on right back and i ahve to prasie him for risking Phillips even though he is like a forgoten man in City, but i believe this little man have a lot to prove. and i have to praise him for dropping Walcott.

Walcott is a quick player, he can give u plenty of pace, but he lacks of football brain. i agreed.
you can run around like a headless chicken, but there's no point.

Why England can't do it?

Obviously, injuries. Injuries of Ferdinand, and Barry will be a massive disadvantage for England.
It weakends the core of the team, where you could not win a game with wingers and strikers.
u have to have a strong core in the centre of your team to link up you defense and attack.
i believe attack built up from defense, if your defense is weak, u will never have the ball up have front. cause it holds your entire team backward.

Secondly, Capello miss out some decent players. For example, Villian, Ashley Young. He is a left winger who had been brilliant throughout the whole season. He has pace, trickery, and his crosses are deadly..you need people who are able to do that to hold the oppsition backline down. but instead, Capello brings J.Cole, who miss almost entire season through injury.

In the front line, E.Heskey. Why no Zamora? you get a striker who play less than 15 matches this season and scores less then 3 times to the Word Cup, that's crazy. You may say he link up well with Rooney, but can this fellow deliver when Rooney is out? You depends your entire strike force on a single fellow and it's risky. Zamora is a different story. this guy has recover his scoring form, and he can hold ball like what heskey can do. and most importantly, he is someone who can do some body checking agaisnt defender. So, why do you left him in London?

Peter Crouch is a must, cause he brings different dimension to the team. (cause he is as tall as a basketball player) and Defoe, well, he scores goals and he is fast. good choice.

The lack of Dirty work in the middle of the park. well, Barry is out, Gerrard to pair with Lampard. NO way it's gonna work. both are players who are up front.eager to get up. who's going to do the dirty work to win the ball in the center of the park? no one! you cant win battle there, so, where is the attack? that's the roots.

Center back had been weaken by the injury of Ferdinand. U expect King to partner Terry. He is too slow (look at the Mexican Game). and he dont have much games experience together with Terry. there will be a lot of mistakes. Dawson is good. but i dun think he gel well with Terry. Caragher, well, he did some stupid mistake. Johnson and Cole will definately get up front often..so who is gonna deal with counter attack? no Barry, no Ferdinand..there is a hole!

Goalkeepers! well, England is the only team who goes into Word Cup without a comfirm numer 1. you cant do this all in a sudden. keepers must have understanding with their defenders. and without a number one, i believe the 3 keepers face phychology stress.

Lastly, English football have been commercialize. players get too much spotlight. everybody in the squad is saying stuff. like, we will win this, we will do that..that's unessasary. Brazil people dont talk much, Argie don't talk much ( except Maradona), Spanish dont talk much, and they play total football.

all players play in England, u will never win if u focus in one place. u need to have players who play outside, who will bring different aspect to your team. by the way, i think the hectic Schedule of English Football harm your superstars. you get pretty tired millionaires out there just like your players in the Japanese Match (thankx to Tulio the Samurai)

However, you will be in the Semis! that's improvement. =)

Here's my 23:
Goalkeepers:
James, Green, Haart (no choice liao)
Defenders:
Baines, A.Cole, Terry, Neville, Dawson, Johnson, Carragher, King
Midfielders:
Milner, Lampard, Barry, Gerrard, Young, Wright-Phillips, Huddlestone, Lennon
Strikers:
Zamora ( he is no longer Z row player), Rooney, Crouch, Defoe

Teams that may win the World Cup :
Germany : without Ballack, so what? they have great strikeforce and midfielders.
Spain: solid in everywhere. no Torres, no prob!

Why not......
Italy: too old, front line lack of fire power, Gillardino cant brign u to heaven.
Brazil: Too young.Missing of really experience players ( ronaldinho, Ronaldo)
France: Henry, where are you? Centre Mid is a weak spot. They dont click at all.
Argentina: This is not a popularity competition, Maradona.
South Africa: we just want your land.

that's my prediction, enjoy the world cup. god bless! =)


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love rebound

sometimes, it great to see people that once you loved,
living good without you.
even though you kinda hate her for hurting you so much.

love is like a circulation,
that's how i felt about her.

breaking up is like moving on.
keeping silence is the last thing you could do for someone you love.

i believe we grown up from fall,
and i believe she is a better person now.

even though i have no good feelings bout her,
but it's not easy to move on.

i have to admit that i hate her
but i kinda like her so some reasons.
i really wish all the best to her
and i believe she is on the right path.

and i believe i am on the right path too.

love is just not my thing.
that's the reason why i am still awake at the middle of the raining night.

the lesson i had learn for the past month:
love is just like a game.
it's not like those kind of roses stuff that i always thought it would be.
it's more like alcohol ( i had stop that for god sake)

things that been done,
we can do it over and over again to different people.
things that been said,
we can say that over and over again to different people too.

''i think i heard that before.
it's pretty obvious.''

that's the reason why it's a game.
it never ends,
u can restart and restart over and over again.
so, who cares?

people get rebound very fast.
it's not about Romeo and Juliet anymore.
it's not 80's anymore.
that's why i m Oldman.

and i am proud to be one.

i admit i am still in depress for sometime,
but i am not gonna get my rebound.
it's just something i dont do anymore.

we are no longer kids.

you play with fire, you get burn.
the rules is still the rules.

thank god, i am awake.

business as usual

it's been ages since i last wrote a blog.
it's 0243.
and it's the official time of the launching of
hellomynameiskelvin.blogspot.com

himynameiskelvin.blogspot.com
had been shut down couple months ago due to some personal prob.

however, it's time to move on.
god bless you people.
mwahx..business as usual