Breaking up is never a good thing.
Breaking up can be categorized into two stage.
first of all, the anger state.
during this state, you felt like you wanna kill the person off,
kick her ass cause you know she wanted to do that also.
this thing can be happening for a few months,
until you start to miss her.
the second stage of breaking up is, the part where you try so hard to move on.
you try to get into activities, you try to pack your time with lots of things to do.
and you do random dates,
but during those that, you pay no attention.
cause of the 'she's no you'' fact.
sometimes, you do random stuff, like hang out to the mall doing nothing,
or maybe just get a ticket to watch some movies.
the stage last for a few months,
and then u started to concern and stalk her/him.
but sometimes, when you see those people move on pretty well,
you feel you have to try harder to move on better.
and sometimes u felt so so so anger cause the person does not give a damn.
then you started to put those anger in your job.
and that's the 'i fuck myself' period.
you work very fucking hard a day.
and of course you get a lot of money from that and you tend to spend on shopping.
for about 1k per month.
that's serious, but it's just a way for you to feel better.
after that, you started to have friends. new friends.
of course when breaking up, u lost a lot of friends,
and perhaps some old friends who jump ship.
but after all, you know more people.
but there are still walls around you.
you went to the club and pretend that you are ok,
get hooked up, know more people again.
but at the end of the day, you felt tired cause it's just so fake.
why do we have to push ourselves so much?
then during the depression,
you spend your money on books,
learn many new things.
like writing HTML, Adobe Illustrator.
and read a lot of books, so far it was 2.
and you came out with a project.
i'm writing an E book. titled 'HITCH'
and maybe one day i will launch it and make some money.
money makes money.
then you buy a lot of things,
fulfill your emptiness.
and when are tired at the end of the day,
you can sleep for 2 days in a row. like some drugs addict.
it's like a routine.
but when you slow down,
you will started to miss her/his family, dogs, and whatever shit.
then you tell yourself 'NO!'
then you get your ass moving again.
and times really heals.
actually breaking up was not a bad thing at all.
for example, you become more rich cause you work your ass out.
secondly, you know more people.
thirdly, you start to have aim in your life cause you just move your aim from someone to something.
and you more things cause you have a lot of time.
and you shop a lot till your cupboard is so fucking full.
and you get success and found your path.
follow your dreams.
hooked up with different people.
this is what life suppose to be,
chasing dreams and grown up in the process.
and it's pretty glad to see it happen.
never let things beside to slow you down.
you have to see your aim and goals very clearly to be successful.
and just forget bout those attraction beside cause you have to stay clear.
If breaking up is a good thing mutually, why not?
to my friend who had been emo for sometimes,
make it only a few months,
and pick yourself up and move on and on and on.
you will felt you have grown,
and you achieve more by doing so.
you start to get interested in things around you if there is no love.
you breath new air,
you are completely a new blood.
you just need time to be back and relaunched as a Newman.
and of course, sometimes, u will miss these and that.
but take it as a memory, something that makes you feel sweet when you are busying.
it keeps you going on.
you may check her/him out sometimes to make sure everything is ok.
but just do it yourself, just to feel glad that everything is fine.
there is no point of blocking or anything like how i told you,
cause it's pointless.
you may felt it's a way to revenge,
but actually, you suffer from missing her/him.
love and hate is a mutual feeling,
if there is no love, where's the hate?
you hate cause you love.
but times will make it better.
and of course, money does.
so are friends.
i have friend who the person she/he love is dead.
but she/he still have their pic as her cell wallpaper even it's been years.
it's the spirit of love, not those physical that cares.
mentally, that what it really cares.
Breaking up can be categorized into two stage.
first of all, the anger state.
during this state, you felt like you wanna kill the person off,
kick her ass cause you know she wanted to do that also.
this thing can be happening for a few months,
until you start to miss her.
the second stage of breaking up is, the part where you try so hard to move on.
you try to get into activities, you try to pack your time with lots of things to do.
and you do random dates,
but during those that, you pay no attention.
cause of the 'she's no you'' fact.
sometimes, you do random stuff, like hang out to the mall doing nothing,
or maybe just get a ticket to watch some movies.
the stage last for a few months,
and then u started to concern and stalk her/him.
but sometimes, when you see those people move on pretty well,
you feel you have to try harder to move on better.
and sometimes u felt so so so anger cause the person does not give a damn.
then you started to put those anger in your job.
and that's the 'i fuck myself' period.
you work very fucking hard a day.
and of course you get a lot of money from that and you tend to spend on shopping.
for about 1k per month.
that's serious, but it's just a way for you to feel better.
after that, you started to have friends. new friends.
of course when breaking up, u lost a lot of friends,
and perhaps some old friends who jump ship.
but after all, you know more people.
but there are still walls around you.
you went to the club and pretend that you are ok,
get hooked up, know more people again.
but at the end of the day, you felt tired cause it's just so fake.
why do we have to push ourselves so much?
then during the depression,
you spend your money on books,
learn many new things.
like writing HTML, Adobe Illustrator.
and read a lot of books, so far it was 2.
and you came out with a project.
i'm writing an E book. titled 'HITCH'
and maybe one day i will launch it and make some money.
money makes money.
then you buy a lot of things,
fulfill your emptiness.
and when are tired at the end of the day,
you can sleep for 2 days in a row. like some drugs addict.
it's like a routine.
but when you slow down,
you will started to miss her/his family, dogs, and whatever shit.
then you tell yourself 'NO!'
then you get your ass moving again.
and times really heals.
actually breaking up was not a bad thing at all.
for example, you become more rich cause you work your ass out.
secondly, you know more people.
thirdly, you start to have aim in your life cause you just move your aim from someone to something.
and you more things cause you have a lot of time.
and you shop a lot till your cupboard is so fucking full.
and you get success and found your path.
follow your dreams.
hooked up with different people.
this is what life suppose to be,
chasing dreams and grown up in the process.
and it's pretty glad to see it happen.
never let things beside to slow you down.
you have to see your aim and goals very clearly to be successful.
and just forget bout those attraction beside cause you have to stay clear.
If breaking up is a good thing mutually, why not?
to my friend who had been emo for sometimes,
make it only a few months,
and pick yourself up and move on and on and on.
you will felt you have grown,
and you achieve more by doing so.
you start to get interested in things around you if there is no love.
you breath new air,
you are completely a new blood.
you just need time to be back and relaunched as a Newman.
and of course, sometimes, u will miss these and that.
but take it as a memory, something that makes you feel sweet when you are busying.
it keeps you going on.
you may check her/him out sometimes to make sure everything is ok.
but just do it yourself, just to feel glad that everything is fine.
there is no point of blocking or anything like how i told you,
cause it's pointless.
you may felt it's a way to revenge,
but actually, you suffer from missing her/him.
love and hate is a mutual feeling,
if there is no love, where's the hate?
you hate cause you love.
but times will make it better.
and of course, money does.
so are friends.
i have friend who the person she/he love is dead.
but she/he still have their pic as her cell wallpaper even it's been years.
it's the spirit of love, not those physical that cares.
mentally, that what it really cares.
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